He seemed more flustered and frustrated than anything. He said he was sorry but he didn't know why he did it. That it wasn't me, it wasn't my fault, and he didn't have answers. It almost seemed like he was so mad at himself that he took it out on me. He just wanted me to leave him alone and stop asking him questions because he didn't have answers. I said that I thought things were good and that we were happy and he agreed but he also said that every time he closed his eyes he thought about being anywhere else. We didn't speak for the rest of the day after, he worked double shifts and I went out with my friends. His Facebook is logged onto my computer so I saw him message his friend saying "I'm home. She's in the bed alone" like he was concerned but why the hell would he be. He told his friend that he doesn't want to keep hurting me but he knows he just will again, and something about part of him liking the 'rush' in reference to taking girls home from the bar.
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